Happy belated Valentine’s day! I spent the day with my family in London so it was simple but I managed to eat the most yummiest laksa i’ve ever tasted for a long time and lots of other food though it kinda came out again because my stomach cant handle much food! :( I had a pretty good time because what is better than shopping? Shopping with parents paying! :D Other than that, i had a lovely Valentine’s surprise from the boy. Pretty imaginative considering we’re hundreds of miles apart. I am still waiting for my dinner though :(
Looking at FB, everyone’s so out there and active unlike me. I should stop being a hermit…
It’s been so long and i’m still not !@#$ing getting any better. In fact, i’m relatively getting worse. I’m thousand times glad that my family’s here at least for a while because i can get downright miserable sometimes. Also i make real stupid decisions nowadays so i’m REALLY glad they’re around to keep my thoughts in check. But enough of that, i should bring them down to London for a while. Hopefully the pollution there might clear me of my symptoms.
I just wanted to update to say a very big THANK YOU & I LOVE YOU to the lovely people who have been checking up on me everyday. It doesn’t cure me but it sure does make me feel a lot better knowing that i have you guys around whenever i need someone despite us being hundreds or thousand miles apart. So i made up my mind not to haunt you guys when I’m dead. ;D
BTW. Is anyone out there willing to sponsor me the Spongebob Squarepants drumset that I saw in the city? :D
I’ve been really sick as of late and right now I don’t know what’s going on yet. I’ve been diagnosed with either peptic ulcer disease (basically stomach ulcer) or stomach cancer… which are both caused by the helicobacter bug, so they kinda need to shove down a camera down my throat to fully diagnose it. My parents are flying this Thursday to be here with me because i haven’t been able to keep down any food since the 2nd. I’m hungry, i’m so so hungry but as of yesterday, i can’t even swallow water.
Many thanks to the wonderful Saran and Val for coming over to cook and eat with me. It’s the company that counts :) And i love Jamie very much for checking up on me and of course, J♥ for coming over during the weekend to cook for me and take care of me. I’d be a much more miserable bitch if it weren’t for you guys..
So for now, i’m staying in because of the all time urge to burp, belch and throw up. Sucks to be me! Things just never stop happening to me does it?
I can’t wait for my parents to come because i’m coming close to feeling like an invalid at certain times, especially right after trying to eat a meal. I don’t think i can go through this alone either.
(Picture’s not very good because it’s taken through the window on the 7th floor..)
Instead of being out at the Bijou club tonight, i chose to stay at home and once again reigning in as the loser of the year. I spent the entire day/night with S at the kitchen just staring out the big windows looking at the snow flurries coming down and pretty much talking the night away. It was probably a good idea missing out on the party (or at least that’s what i’m trying to convince myself) because as of this moment, there’s a heavy snow shower going on right outside my window. It’s thick enough to cover everything in a thick white blanket of snow, creating an illusion of beauty and serenity, even if just for a while, i feel warm and fuzzy inside with my hot chocolate next to me. Talking to J on the phone at the moment and for a moment, the picture is complete. ♥ For a brief moment in time, there’s nowhere i rather be than right here, right now…