cupcakes in winter, flowers in spring..

i can never find the right words so i shall just post up photos to sum up what i’ve been doing or err.. not doing. the weather’s been slightly more pleasant than before i left for easter so we decided to hit platt fields park. i wasn’t really expecting anything since this is a city after all but to my surprise, it’s pretty enough to make you wanna sit up on top those little mounds overlooking the lake and just enjoy whatever sun we can get.

Cupcake trial no.1

Kiddy cupcake!

first ever batch of cupcakes muffins baking in the oven

:D awesome cupcake decorations!

birthday boy! (an excuse to buy mango cake!)

Spring is here! :D

Platt Fields Lake?

Duck/Mallard?

Sa and I found Abraham Lincoln with a giant NY Yankees cap & giant bling!

sketchup metchup

S left Manchester a few hours ago and after a busy but good week, i’m alone in my room for the first time. It feels strange and oddly quiet. It’s been a whirlwind week of flying in from Brunei and having the lovely company of J and S with me while I declare my own holiday extension. Now that i’m alone i have to face the daunting task of completing my landscape project by tomorrow. Because I was sick for most of this semester I missed most of my classes and now here I am struggling to catch up. I’m the luckiest person in the world! ……………………

So for now, i’m counting down till the best friend comes over next weekend! It’s going to be gooooooooooooooooooooooooooood. :D

when good things come to an end

i’m really dreading the flight tomorrow. it’s a flight back to the reality of exams, deadlines and whatnots. ohbloodyhellkillmenow. it’d be so nice if i could just stay here till the end of summer…..

내 머리가 나빠서

This song is forever on repeat especially the acoustic version. His hairstyle and looks are a bit difficult for me to adjust to liking because it’s too much of pretty boy for me and besides, Kim Bum is still the awesomestbestlookingguyintheworld but Kim Hyung Joong’s character and everything calls out to me.. I’m in love with fictional guys. Typical….

I WANT TO GRADUATE RIGHT NOW, RIGHT NOW!

muara beach

 

muara beach, originally uploaded by juanlh21.

i know i can’t stop changing themes. don’t remind me. i get bored of things easily but i get attached to things easily too. my personality is filled with polar opposites that most of the time, i can’t explain myself so just accept the changes. :)

the days are flying past me and it’s about time to fly back to hell. i’m not looking forward to a number of things. i’m not ready for exams yet. this semester was spent fooling around a bit too much especially skipping all those long lectures and studio time and sneaking to the cornerhouse to have “sex & the city snarky girly talk” for the whole morning. such sinful days but oh so glorious at the same time. i need to stop fooling around and make all the months of being an anti-social loser worth it.

i haven’t had enough korean food so i can’t leaveeee…………….

super mario mushroom

Once again, i couldn’t resist the temptation and i left my hair at the mercy of the scissors. Bad, bad decision. I always, always, always end up like a mushroom! !@#$%^&*(

I’m going to wear a hat from now on till forever………………. :(

transitions

J1, originally uploaded by juanlh21.

I have nothing to post about and found this photo lying around. It’s amusing how lousy of a drinker we both are. We were so red from sharing a cocktail (raspberry mojito) while everyone around us were down-ing(sp?) shots after shots, still looking normal. Ironic huh?

It’s was a good night and hopefully today’s going to be a good day.

relaxytaxi

 

DSC06937, originally uploaded by juanlh21.

It sure is relaxing fishing with my very own rod and pink reel. Beautiful day, beautiful sea. :D

damages

Sometimes i really wonder how i get into stupid situations other than the obvious fact that i am stupid lah.

…But really, all i do is sit there and wonder why do i keep repeating mistake after mistake and then i get stuck in a never ending circle until i’m smart enough to step out of the circle and move past the horror of my mistake.

…But then ah, eventhough i’m typing all of the above and realising my mistake, i’m still stuck in this rut or valley or whatever you wanna call it, and still not willing to make any move.

…which is why most of the time i wish i was someone else.

I wish i was born with guts instead of cowardice.

I wish i was born a risktaker instead of a risk measure-r (leave it to me to invent random words).

I wish i was more strongminded than i was weakminded.

I wish i was more disciplined with life than the leave it up to fate to decide for me.

Yes, i do have a lengthy list of things i wish i was despite knowing the fact that if i tried harder, i could have been able to change into those persons but being the person that i am, i settle into the fact that i can’t.

Confused? Complicated? Yeah. I realised that i try my best to be simple but my mind’s just too complicated for the rest of me to handle so i’m always awkward with everything and everyone.

… I don’t make much sense huh? :)

tutitutituti

I am going out later with the girls. So excited lah because i haven’t been to the usual hangouts since i got back. The reasons are:

1. Uncle don’t like crowded places.

2. I’m too scared to park the big car in Gdg. Knowing me, i’m going to scratch something or worse.. hit something x_X

3. No time. No time. No time.

I can’t wait lah! :D