when he was wicked!

did i mention that i went all the way to the beautiful greek islands without my camera? i’m an epic failure with photos.

did i mention that as i was clearing the sand from my bag on the balcony, i accidentally dropped my ipod down the balcony? despite being just only on the first floor, the ipod and the ground floor made sweet love with a really loud whack? i’m an epic failure with my absent-mindedness.

did i mention that i am going on another holiday tomorrow for a week and i still haven’t packed despite having to go over to J’s place tonight because we’re leaving super early tomorrow? i’m an epic failure with self discipline.

i wish i was in a perfect world, living a perfect life with perfect everything because i’m curious what else can go wrong when everything’s so perfect?

hehehehe… so no photos of the wonderful island of Zakynthos for now until the two guys send me some. i’ll be gone for a week. don’t miss me too much. i gotta go. it’s time to fart. :)

oh PS. i’m an epic failure in shopping. i have many bags, many shoes, many watches but never have anything to wear because i never buy any clothes (because i dont know what to buy) and i’m still wearing the same clothes i’ve been wearing since secondary school. it annoys the hell out of me when i see everyone’s facebook photo looking all nice with better fashion sense, better made up face and better poses since secondary school. what the hell happened to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? i’m stuck in a time warp where i dont grow out of form 5! !@#$%^&*

i need to go on the Style Network for a makeover, dressover and personality change. :D ok la. i really need to go. really need to fart.

minyak angin cap lang!

I AM BACK IN BRUNEI SOIL!

it hasn’t sunk in yet that i’m already back in brunei on my summer holiday because it hasn’t hit me yet that my second year in manchester has come to an end. it flew by too quickly for my liking but hey i’m not complaining. it took me about 2 minutes to walk into my new room and mess it all up so it’s a definite sign that brunei-juan is back (i’m a obsessed neat freak in manchester) ;P it also hasn’t sunk in that i’ve turned 21. i feel like i did when i turned 18 so who’s counting the numbers, let’s just accept that i am still 18. :P many people question my motive in spending my birthday on the plane but to be honest there wasn’t anything too different spending it up in the air or down on the ground. perhaps it was because i was too sleepy and tired to be bothered with anything else but sleep.

it was certainly a quiet way to ring in my twentyfirst eighteenth birthday but it felt right because i simply refuse to acknowledge my real age because i feel that i am not mature enough to represent that age group yet. okay la, i have to admit the best thing about birthdays is the birthday greetings you get especially from those people you rarely keep in touch with and it’s nice to know that they bothered sending you a text or etc when you yourself didnt even bother to AND of course, the birthday presents you get! you never grow too old to receive presents!

Bazillion hugs and kisses to J for getting me such a gorgeous bag. i am so obviously bragging about this but hey, give me  a break, it’s the first time i’m the proud owner of something as beautiful as this and to further increase my ego, i got the limited edition colour too! :D :D :D i left my camera cable back in manchester so i cant really take a photo of the bag or the giant monkey present; so i shall use the photos from here but that’s not the actual colour of MINE. :D

BEAUTIFUL HUH? (i know most of you may not agree but WHO ASK YOU!? )

haiya. i got a strange feeling after this kambang post… i’m going to get struck by lightning. i swear karma is a bitch when you’re in my shoes.

sometimes love comes around

i’m in newcastle right now, spending precious packing time on the computer typing this while i really should be helping J do the dishes and etc. i’m starting to get excited because….

WE ARE GOING TO GREECE TOMORROW!

i don’t have any exact idea of where we’re going because the details were handled by the guys, i’m going to be packed into the luggage while they smuggle me onboard the plane so yeah.. it’s going to be a REAL adventure for me. i don’t really know what’s in store for me over the next few days but let’s hope it’s filled with nice, sandy beaches and hunky men including *cough* the present company of course. i’m excited that summer is here. let’s hope this summer’s turns out well! :D can you imagine almost 3 months of no work and no study? 

HAPPY SUMMER TO EVERYONE! :D

04-porto-vromi-bthis is where we’re going :D

oh whoaaaaaah ohh!

how do you even begin to pack one year of your life into boxes? yep. i’m packing up at the old place for the night so that the movers will get the stuff over to my new place tomorrow afternoon.

i’ve accumulated so much things and little knic knacs here and there that makes my room, MY room. it’s kinda hard to believe a little over 9 months ago, i was just moving into this place. i can still remember clearly the feeling i had when i moved in, the stillness of the room and the bareness of the four walls. now, i’m feeling hesitant to say goodbye to the little green room that i have spent my 08/09 year in. how do you say goodbye to your home?  i find that difficult. i get attached to non-living things way too easily. it’s disgusting. :(

we fight, we break up. we kiss, we make up.

hallo everybadi.

it’s been aages since i did any proper updating… but i’ve got nothing to say. updates of life so far: exams are over, i’ve been staying over at my new apartment for more than a week now but i haven’t actually moved out all my stuff from the old place. i love the new place, it’s not a luxurious-homeoftherich&fabulous-superawesome type of apartment but it’s especially homey and comfy so who cares? exams are over, my last paper was and STILL is depressing to me. i pretty much just sat there staring at the five pictures in the paper while the oh-so-melodious tune of “what the fuuucckkk” klinged and klanged in my head repetitively. i got excluded from law last year despite having a 2:1 (that’s a second upper class, bitch) average so expect me to be completely freaked out in the meantime.

aside from all that, i’ve got nothing to update about. life’s so-so although i had an awesome-wonderful-bestofthebestest suprise yesterday when i went all the way to Oldham Road to collect my parcel. JAMIE and DES got me the 75cm monkey so now my collections pretty much complete. i know this news doesn’t affect you at any point but homaigat, i so happy can? (do you think my singlish is a pass?)

okay la. i don’t have anything to say anymore…dotdotdotdot…dotdotdot. here are some pictures from here and there. pictures are taken and sort of edited (adding the borders) in iphone and iphone alone so dont compare it to your megaass-awesome-hightech-highspec camera.

bruce hanging on my new bedpost with his new pants :) [yea i know i spend $ on useless things. not your problem!]

JW making blueberry-goodbyepancakes for me

superchef………………… pouring the batter

the end product. may look disgusting to you but hey, it’s a labour of love. (BLACK THINGS = blueberries) you jealous?

labour of love no.2; fettucine carbona with pork lardons… MMMMMM!

i found mummy & daddy swans when i went looking for cows in the cow field (DUH!) in newcastle

swanlings? ducklings? aiya. babyswans lah. no need to be so appropriate here. my site, my rules.

if you happen to notice that i sound so bitchy in this post, then congratulations… you passed the moron test. you’re a moron.
:) love and peace xoxo

exams smexams..

in the middle of my ever frustrating exam preparation, i texted JW. i said that i’m getting too old to be learning anything because it takes me ages to learn the concepts and at the end of hours of work, i still don’t get it. the not-so-funnyman replied with a one line message saying “i don’t want an old lady…”

this is really FML!

hehehehehe!