i enjoy reading postsecret because honestly, i’m just too kepo for my own good. ;D
life ohhh life
August 7, 2009 at 4:48 PM (Life, Rants)
when you take a look at blogsecret on tumblr or even postsecret, you’ll notice a lot of them are from being burnt by love. for something that is supposedly so pure and special, it sure messes people up a lot. you could even say that sometimes it stops people from living, literally or not. it’s amazing how this world and this life works, i can’t even begin to fathom it.
for most part, i find it scary to be alive. it’s challenging to go through the entire motion and sometimes it’s just a lot easier to call it quits. not saying that i wanna die now of course..
there you go, this is my deep and (sort of) meaningful post for the month.
on the bimbo side, wtf can’t i lose weight like before?!?
walking down memory lane
August 4, 2009 at 4:25 PM (Family, Life, Photos)
it’s been a while since i last updated here. i’ve got nothing to show but a bunch of photos from here and there.
Marley’s family
Marley
Marley & Jerry falling asleep…
Marley laying on Bob while watching tv…
several days ago, my family and i had a roadtrip back to my mum’s hometown. i swear, it’s located pretty much in the middle of nowhere. i actually used to resent going on those kind of trips, because it’s pretty much an off road adventure just to get there and places like that just don’t hold any interest to an impatient 13 yr old. now that i’m a 21yr old (fck, i’m old!), it’s a different experience entirely. it’s a place entirely left behind by time, as if time stoodstill at a certain year and things just remained the same ever since. being there just makes me feel like i’m closer to my roots (although i’m bruneian) and it makes me feel this sense of belonging eventhough it wasn’t me who grew up in those jungles. mummy and her siblings started sharing with us and showing us what they used to do there and i couldn’t help but feel that their generation got more out of life than our generation ever did. our childhood was spent in front of the computer while they were out hunting, sawing down trees, swimming across the river back and forth, building bridges and etc. those kind of experiences, people now actually have to pay to get them while at their time, it was just the way of life. it was interesting and definitely an eye opener.
the toilet was a shack in the river. talk about organic toilet!
daddy watching my uncle fish..
my mama’s shop while she was a teenager!
baby brother, mummy and daddy all watching the fishing action!
while typing out this post, i realise my english has been deteriorated so badly, that i’m ashamed of myself. i couldn’t even form a proper sentence without broken english. the worst thing is that i’ve been speaking english the whole time i’ve been back, so what the hell is wrong with my linguistic skills?!?!
